Exactly what I said. I'm cursed to be alone here like I am in Metafalss. [Not allowed to have friends. Not allowed to show more love and frienship to one person, or else the rest of the people might get jealous. It could just cause more problems. While her status didn't matter here, it was becoming the same here, at least right now.
After a few minutes of debating with herself - did she tell Rin? Did she have that level of trust? - She'll turn back to him, looking grim.]
I am Cloche Leythal Pastalia, Thirty-Third Holy Maiden of the Grand Bell. The only one believed to be directly descended from the Goddess herself, and the one most precious life in Metafalss. Or so I've been told. I was raised being told that I was the only one who could save all of Metafalss and its people, locked away in the Grand Bell Palace for at least eleven years. I cannot have friends. I cannot have anyone close to talk to. I cannot fall in love. If I were to do so, and not share my love with everyone in Metafalss, it causes problems and jealousy.
But here. Here in this prison, I'm more free than I ever have been, even now in my homeworld. I can make friends, talk with people, and I can walk freely without escort. But when my friends leave, the people I love, the people I've come to cherish... it's like being in the cage of the Grand Bell all over again. People were imprisoned for talking to me so freely there, and here it's the same. I want the people I love here to stay, so we can all say our final goodbyes when we all leave together. I don't want to leave here if I would make someone sad because I have left.
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After a few minutes of debating with herself - did she tell Rin? Did she have that level of trust? - She'll turn back to him, looking grim.]
I am Cloche Leythal Pastalia, Thirty-Third Holy Maiden of the Grand Bell. The only one believed to be directly descended from the Goddess herself, and the one most precious life in Metafalss. Or so I've been told. I was raised being told that I was the only one who could save all of Metafalss and its people, locked away in the Grand Bell Palace for at least eleven years. I cannot have friends. I cannot have anyone close to talk to. I cannot fall in love. If I were to do so, and not share my love with everyone in Metafalss, it causes problems and jealousy.
But here. Here in this prison, I'm more free than I ever have been, even now in my homeworld. I can make friends, talk with people, and I can walk freely without escort. But when my friends leave, the people I love, the people I've come to cherish... it's like being in the cage of the Grand Bell all over again. People were imprisoned for talking to me so freely there, and here it's the same. I want the people I love here to stay, so we can all say our final goodbyes when we all leave together. I don't want to leave here if I would make someone sad because I have left.